history homework

there it sits on my bed, i want to do it but i cant find the drive to, i tell myself i will do it in a second... but i haven't quite followed through. i check my facebook another time, no notifications, i check my myspace once again, nothing new there either, i really should just face the task of homework but i'll try to do it now..... no work done. i just want to scream, im failing, im failing my parents, people around me and most of all myself. i can never get to the top by procrastinating....

tuesday morning and insomnia

i truly hate those nights where no matter what you cant sleep. its 5:08 AM and i have been trying to get to sleep since 11. thats the problem with a crowded mind i have way too many thoughts i wish i could focus on one or none and sleep. i hate this.

little again

i'll never understand the rush of everyone wanting to grow up. i wouldn't mind being small again. everyone wants to be older get to do the things we didn't even know existed when we were little. is it just me or did everybody become the same. it seems to me that no one cares that time is going to fast, that we cant make those moments last. the moments we were just little ones. we didn't have a care in the world. we played dress up and house, we played pretend these moments i wish never had an end. our imaginations ran wild. we didn't care if we drew attention to ourselves. we didn't label random people, we didn't feel that extreme peer pressure. we didn't get judged because of how we dressed and wore our hair.

i want to be little again, because things were so much simpler then.

the dreamer

oh she's a dreamer. she wants to be the winner, the winner at the game of life. the one that is remembered. she wants to be loved by the ones she loves. she wants to be perfect but not perfection. she wants to be noticed, but not when she trips. she wants to be accepted by people around her. she wants to fit in with everyone else. she wants to be normal like everyone else, she doesn't want to be the only one somewhere. she doesn't want to be alone. she wants to do as they do. she is sick of being the weird girl. she just wants to blend in, she wants to fit in. she wants him to like her....

she is unique. she dares to be different. she is the dreamer. she is the artist. she is.

never settle for normal. go beyond. girl you can touch the sky and only be a few feet high.

dont blend in to the crowd. be the odd one out.

never lose you voice. never lose yourself.

because your the dreamer

:)

might be small..

At the moment the hello child is quite small, but it will grow quite fast i can promise that. i have a lot to say about so many things. so stay tuned!

(the picture is just there to be random. in case your wondering)

life

when life hands you lemons it's time to get a better life